jbadams and Servant of the Lord gave you exactly what you need in the short term.
I have a bad habit of jumping around to different programming languages because people keep changing my opinion in which is best.
To be honest, they did not keep changing your opinion but you did. Looking long term, it will benefit you greatly to not blame the jungle for your struggles, but instead take responsibility for your role in getting through it or avoiding it altogether. It takes much experience in at least one language and a lot of programming experience to be a trail blazer, so until then you should stay on the proven beaten path revealed in these forums for learners.
I really hope that you and everyone reading this does not take offense at my expressing the realities of life, but I feel that this is too important to not identify.