I'm unfortunately a self-taught musician and composer, so I never went to school or lessons for it; just a whole lot of practice.
I understand that but surely there's a college or school nearby which has trained musicians who could help you out. Or remotely even. I've provided saxophone recordings (my native instrument) for bands I've never actually met in person thanks to the internet. It would really bring your music more to life. I think it would definitely be worth it.