New grad looking for work...
My personal demons:
Graduating from college was suppose to give a positive future. Sadly, I'm starting to believe it is a false idea. I graduated from college three months ago and expected to find a job in doing the things I want to do. Instead, I see no hope in the state of Florida. I am already looking for work in retail again. I FU**ING hate retail and all of its existence! I have two years of experience in the field on retail. I was trying to pay my way for college until I can't stand it anymore. In addition, I fell into depression due to the fact that people are jerks. Nothing personal, I fu**ing hate this world. I can't get experience in software development and now I believe having a degree is useless! I barely sleep due to the fact that I can't find a job at least an entry level position on software development.
I'm giving it all I got. I am going to make a game that is fun and crazy. All I got to do is make this pixel art and try to set up some fun stuff. I need to come up with a name for the game since I already finished my Fargo 2D Game Engine. I'm hoping that I can make this game at least fun for everyone (Demos for everyone soon). I'm sorry for this useless post. I had a need to express my anger and I was hoping this journal was the right place to do it.