It's been a week and I'm no closer to getting any programming done, have spent the money I was going to spend on DS games/gear on total unrelated and un-useful things...
I've been gettin heavily into makin music, which is great - I'm finally starting to progress more noticeably, although I'm still no pro.
I really love music, but sometimes it annoys me that the process is so tedious (just as with all things)
No matter how much music I make, I'm still so far off from an entirely immersive world/experience.
I have so many ideas in my head for the 'perfect' fantasy world (IMO of course :P), but the problem is just in the translation of idea to reality.
I'm thinking I should cancel all social events and become a shut-in, write a book, write a sound track, model a world, program the world, live in the world.
I don't understand my aversion to reality, but games are somehow more enticing to me.
I don't know if I could ever handle sharing the creative process of my ideas, or else they might get diluted/twisted from my original intentions, so I guess I have an arduous life ahead of me preparing this perfect world...
Especially if I can't even get started :P
Any motivational tips anyone?