Thanks for all of the insightful replys to my last post. I have more to elaborate on that but not right now, just keep an eye out.



[sad][crying]Blues[crying][sad]

I have a case of the blues... Im fucking broke and the bills just keep on stacking. My roomate hasnt enjoyed going to work much this week and is going on an UNPAID holiday until the new year so it looks like if I want to keep getting heat its going to cost me a pretty penny. On top of that our internet/cable has been turned off, partially because I couldnt collect my roomates share of the money. Ugh, on top of that I have more bills coming in soon. Lemme give you the breakdown:

Monthly Pay: $1,590.30
Rent: $500.00
Cable/internet: $96.00
Heat: $152.00
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Remaining : $842.30

Now if you take into account that I have to pay a reactivation fee onto the cable/internet, my phone bill, food, and my christmas fees which come close to 600 im FUCKING BROKE. On top of that I have to pull $200.00 out of my ass to save for a car.

I made a deal with Ray that states that in order for me to get a ride to work I have to put aside X ammount of money each paycheck or he wont bring me anymore, which then results in me losing my job....

Add onto the fact that I broke my knee and had to pay a hefty sum to the hospital and an ortopetic sergion*, plus paying back people that I owed, my bank account is like $-500.00 :)

Im fucked, plain and simple. Life blows fucking ass. Im so fucked its not funny. Im going to have to result to selling my belongings, which blows because then im going to have nothing, let alone the fact that I really dont own anything.

Im fucked, thats pretty much all there is.