Well... that was depressing.

I just read a bunch of other gamedev journals a little bit.

I sux. =/

Other people are more advanced and actually are working on real games and have screen shots.

All I did today was walk around NYC with bf a little. It was eh...

I can't write about my political views because then people will hate me if I am honest and talk about how ::edited out:: ...oops I didn't just say that :D

I don't have any game project I'm working on yet and I even already forgot how I made tic-tac-toe a few months ago o.O

I've been reading about four books at the same time kinda for a while now not really reading any of them actually that much. I wish I had a game to put on the showcase but I don't :( I don't even know why they let me write in here.

I've been at this trying to make real games for almost a year now and I haven't really made anything at all. Earlier today I was thinking about reading some C++ but instead I resigned up for EverQuest II and played for about 30min then stopped. It's still boring as ever. I can't focus anymore to read C++. It's boring. And the book I have kind of read a lot of lately isn't really for me yet its more of the business side of making a game and well I can't even make good games yet. I'm thinking about as my next test project making 'columns'. But having a journal to show how much of a beginner I am is kind of embarassing when in other people's journals they are making real 3d games and writing books or something. Instead of this journal motivating me to read more C++ stuff or work on a game all I've been doing is reading this web site more (I usually only popped in once a month if that).

*hides*

#include <iostream>
using namespace std;
int main()
{
cout << "Hello World";
return 0;
}