I alway's wanted to be a games programmer but i can never focus as to learn what i need to do and be proficient at it, and when i dabble with games creation as a hobby i always and almost immediatly find myself starting with the design side of it. i love to write been writing since i could hold a pencil. i love to build maps, create puzzles scientifically and mythodically break down every small aspect of what i make down to the smallest detail. so my question is what should i do to pursue and become professional or atleast adept enough to be called a game designer.
please excuse my horrible grammar.