Meh - that's a bad news. But don't loose confidence into yourself: I'm pretty sure you'll find something that suits you. You just have to not give up :)
Yeah, thanks for the encouragment. Certainly not giving up. Got another few irons in the fire at the moment so just have to keep the faith.
I will do some programming soon. I will. Quite glad I've put the Udo animation at the top of my journal. Every time I see it it makes me want to get back on with stuff again.