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What do you mean that you have a bachelors degree and are now completing an Honours degree?
In the US and the UK a bachelors degree is an Honours degree.
Your posts sound as though you are from the UK but in the UK there is no such thing as a separate "Honours" degree.
I'm in Scotland. Here I think we do more work in 3rd year than in other parts of the UK and we can graduate with bachelors degrees after 3 years study or we can do 4 years and graduate with a bachelors degree w/ honours. I think this is known as an unclassified bachelor degree. I'm in my 4th year and I quote the following which should indicate what my qualification is worth in some sense here (note the merit part is because of high grades across all my modules): "BSC/BSC (Hons) Audio Technology with Multimedia
The Assessment Board for the programme named above has considered your module results and has made the following decision:
Proceed: Eligible For Degree With Merit"
Not to attack the idea of quitting... what is it exactly that you plan on doing in the next four months that will be something you can be confident will carry about the same weight as an honours degree or otherwise would validate the time that you have invested so far?
Well this would first require me to talk a little about my honours project. The project I wanted to do was basically going to be a stand alone piece of software that could analyze MIDI files and manipulate them. The reason I wanted to do this project was partially so that I'd be able to learn C++ whilst at uni (I've done that), and partially because I have a bit of a fascination with the specifics of the idea. What actually has transpired in uni this year though has made me feel like I'm being held back in my productivity. The honours project is a research project and I'm mostly having to refer to other people's work to 'inform' my own work, and it seems criteria is more about how well you can make an argument than how innovative your practical work is. Now, I'm not trying to argue about the usefulness of research projects in education - I am simply saying that I feel like the honours project I would actually have to create over the next 4 months will be a pile of BS that I made up in order to meet the criteria. This feels like a genuine waste of my energy - I just can't 'play the game' if it means suffocating my passions and churning out an entire thesis made entirely to look good and pass rather than be meaningful. I already have done a considerable amount of coding for my honours project because I know how - I have a vision for that. If I want to pass the module though, I'll have to write A LOT about how I read academic literature and how that /informed/ my practical work (when really it never did - it would be a lie). Ultimately, I'm not so keen on doing pointless work for the sake of a bit of paper, I'm not so keen on sharing all my best ideas with the university especially when it forces me to constrain them, and I'm not so keen on holding myself back from learning what I need to learn in order to execute those ideas.
So to answer your question, what I'm proposing when I say I will do something in the same time it would take to graduate with honours is that I start my own projects/my own business, and I give myself targets for the honours deadline (even though that deadline doesn't effect me if I drop out - it's just a method of self-discipline). I give these targets 110% and by the time I hit that deadline I will have hopefully achieved something REAL. I will hopefully feel glad that I dropped out because I will be able to say "I didn't waste my own time and potential jumping through hoops in a one-size-fits-all education system - instead I seized an opportunity to motivate myself into doing the best thing I could possibly do with myself in that time". What specifically will I do? Well, I promise it will be the best use of my time and energy that I can come up with, but nothing is set in stone. I thought I might make one of my plugin ideas for Reason first. Also I need to build my website ASAP. I suppose by deadline I would like to have completed a plugin or perhaps a game prototype featuring some audio mechanics I've envisioned. It was a long term plan of mine to build a prototype and seek funding from there. It's not so important exactly what I do though - I just know I'll be extremely productive in whatever I do.
University is a hugely negative thing in my life for a lot of reasons now and I'm fed up of feeling so isolated in my views about the education system. Like I said before, my fellow students seem to be at university because they DO want degrees. They don't always care so much about what they learn if they can pass with ease. They want degrees for the prestige and because of the employment advantage. Me though - I'm fascinated by how things work and what you can create with them. I'm 100% dedicated to /understanding/ things and /knowing/ things. I have always said to my peers that it doesn't matter if you fail the degree - it matters what you learn. It's like Portal for e.g. (hope you've played it!) - Glados didn't approve of anything the player did - all that matters is the player's problem solving ability and the player can escape regardless of the authority figure's control or influence. I've always believed in the same sense that knowing and understanding will someday bring me success, and that it is more important to remember that than to get side-tracked into playing someone else's game. University hasn't always been that way for me- last year was very beneficial to me - but this year it is holding me back. I wanted to think that an employer would admire that attitude, but I suppose the truth is that I simply feel they ought to regardless of the true reality.
It's a fun and optimistic way to look at the experience we call life, and I don't wish to denigrate your free-spirited attitude. But as an employer, I would politely show you the door. Game development is NOT the place for this.
You couldn't if you tried =] I think I just made up my mind.