I've wanted to avoid making posts like that. I'd prefer something that would be fun to read, and a self-therapeutic stream of consciousness is not my idea of fun. But everything tells me that it's what I need.

I've tracked my motivation and mood problems down to feeling a lack of control…

The week after finishing the Frogger challenge was pretty tough. It was the first time I could say with some measure of confidence that I had completed a project, but the usual doubts came back with a vengeance. I still don't feel confident, but at least confident enough for a blog with "small a…